Last day of the year got me thinking of how this year had made me hit rock bottom and top high at the same time. The constant thing was that I never gave up. Life has a funny way of saying things and me, on the other hand, had started smiling at it. Somehow all the up’s and down’s had made me stronger than I had ever felt before. With all things going around me, I still was calm and composed. When someone goes through a tough phase in there lives, they would lose themselves on the way and may land up doing something they never wanted to do but in my case, it becomes more and more clear what I actually wanted and how I want to complete my story.
Tomorrow will change everything that happened to your present and give you a better future. The most difficult times are seen by the people that have the strongest will of smiling no matter what comes in their way. Quitting is not part of their blood and fighting for what is right is their only motto. They always know,” Life is messy and you may feel you lost everything and there is no coming back from it but if we have not done anything bad to anyone nothing bad is going to happen to you”. People who have done bad, guys Karma is a bitch !!!! She will come and grab you by the balls and throw you in the deep darkest hole and there is something known as “Full Stop” which will be your whole life (This is true and I have seen this happen).
I really want to thank life for making me the Chosen one. I did not know I could be this. The Women I was yesterday introduced to the women I am today, which makes me very excited about the meeting the women I will be tomorrow. I was a believer that I was born to be broken and had no right to have a life what I have today. Half of my pain was because I am a girl and I have a mouth to speak. To be honest even I never believed that I deserve better but one thought changed my whole life,” If I am not happy, something is really wrong and the truth is told, I have a right to be happy no matter what people say”. So I started working on what made me happy rather than making others happy. After 4 years here I am, not perfect but happy. Things around me still are not good but I am still happy because I know tomorrow will change everything. I deserve a life that I wished and I will never stop working towards it.
It is a New Year !! A New Beginning and an End to all the bad things!!!! So what you do today can change all the tomorrows of your life !!! Someday everything will make sense, so, for now, laugh at all confusions, smile through the tears, keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason !!! I know it is scary buy everything you have ever wanted is on the other side of fear !!! Be strong because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it never rains forever !!! Takes one day at a time. Today, after all, is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday !!! Worrying about something you can’t change will forever be the biggest waste of your time !!! So just Smile !!! Happy New Year !!!